Went to genting theme park yesterday..
Finally, after weeks of planning but still can’t manage to go..
Due to those happening programs every weekend which caused me can’t wake up in the next morning..lol..
Well, the same thing happens to me yesterday as well..
Set the alarm to 9am..but end up waking at 11:30 wtf..!
Thx to the previous night again..which we drank until 6am…
So, back to the genting part!
Due to bla bla things, we reached genting on 3pm.
Wow, it was a sunny day when we were going uphill.
But as we walked out from the car park..
God damn it..it’s raining wtf!!!
But then, we also managed to go in the theme park and enjoy ourselves there.
Due to the stupid weather, we din managed to play a lot of rides…
Luckily we are good at “syok sendiri”, damn enjoy playing among ourselves~
Wow, it's been a long time ago since i took so many photos..
Conclusion is…it’s still an enjoyable and a memorable trip..
Really enjoy it.
Hm…
Maybe it is not the place that matters,
It’s the person whom you go with that matters.
Monday, April 28, 2008
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Nice guys
Found this article somewhere in the internet,
which I feel is great to share with those good guys out there, as well as those ungrateful girls.
Of course, first of all I have to claim that this article is originally copied from the internet and not written by me.
We often heard those girls out there keep asking: where are all the nice guys?
Well, this article answers that question.
Here it goes:
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What happened to all the nice guys?
The answer is simple: you did.
See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were fucking treated you.
At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always following you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic feelings for him, and buttressed your position by claiming that you were "just friends." Besides, he totally wasn't your type. I mean, he was a little too short, or too bald, or too fat, or too poor, or didn't know how to dress himself, or basically be or do any of the things that your tall, good-looking, fit, rich, stylish boyfriend at the time pulled off with such ease.
Eventually, your Platonic buddy drifted away, as your relationship with the boyfriend got more serious and spending time with this other guy was, admittedly, a little weird, if you weren’t dating him. More time passed, and the boyfriend eventually cheated on you, or became boring, or you realized that the things that attracted you to him weren't the kinds of things that make for a good, long-term relationship.
So, now, you're single again, and after having tried the bar scene for several months having only encountered players and douche bags, you wonder, "What happened to all the nice guys?"
Well, once again, you did.
You ignored the nice guy. You used him for emotional intimacy without reciprocating, in kind, with physical intimacy. You laughed at his consideration and resented his devotion. You valued the aloof boyfriend more than the attentive "just-a-" friend. Eventually, he took the hint and moved on with his life. He probably came to realize, one day, that women aren't really attracted to guys who hold doors open; or make dinners just because; or buy you a Christmas gift that you mentioned, in passing, that you really wanted five months ago; or listen when you're upset; or hold you when you cry. He came to realize that, if he wanted a woman like you, he'd have to act more like the boyfriend that you had. He probably cleaned up his look, started making some money, and generally acted like more of an asshole than he ever wanted to be.
Fact is, now, he's probably getting laid, and in a way, your ultimate rejection of him is to thank for that. And I'm sorry that it took the complete absence of "nice guys" in your life for you to realize that you missed them and wanted them. Most women will only have a handful of nice guys stumble into their lives, if that.
So, if you're looking for a nice guy, here's what you do:
1.) Build a time machine.
2.) Go back a few years and pull your head out of your ass.
3.) Take a look at what's right in front of you and grab a hold of it.
I suppose the other possibility is that you STILL don't really want a nice guy, but you feel the social pressure to at least appear to have matured beyond your infantile taste in men. In which case, you might be in luck, because the nice guy you claim to want has, in reality, shed his nice guy mantle and is out there looking to unleash his cynicism and resentment onto someone just like you.
If you were five years younger.
So, please: either stop misrepresenting what you want, or own up to the fact that you've fucked yourself over. You're getting older, after all. It's time to excise the bullshit and deal with reality. You didn't want a nice guy then, and he certainly doesn't fucking want you, now.
Sincerely,
A Recovering Nice Guy
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The end of the article.
which I feel is great to share with those good guys out there, as well as those ungrateful girls.
Of course, first of all I have to claim that this article is originally copied from the internet and not written by me.
We often heard those girls out there keep asking: where are all the nice guys?
Well, this article answers that question.
Here it goes:
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What happened to all the nice guys?
The answer is simple: you did.
See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were fucking treated you.
At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always following you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic feelings for him, and buttressed your position by claiming that you were "just friends." Besides, he totally wasn't your type. I mean, he was a little too short, or too bald, or too fat, or too poor, or didn't know how to dress himself, or basically be or do any of the things that your tall, good-looking, fit, rich, stylish boyfriend at the time pulled off with such ease.
Eventually, your Platonic buddy drifted away, as your relationship with the boyfriend got more serious and spending time with this other guy was, admittedly, a little weird, if you weren’t dating him. More time passed, and the boyfriend eventually cheated on you, or became boring, or you realized that the things that attracted you to him weren't the kinds of things that make for a good, long-term relationship.
So, now, you're single again, and after having tried the bar scene for several months having only encountered players and douche bags, you wonder, "What happened to all the nice guys?"
Well, once again, you did.
You ignored the nice guy. You used him for emotional intimacy without reciprocating, in kind, with physical intimacy. You laughed at his consideration and resented his devotion. You valued the aloof boyfriend more than the attentive "just-a-" friend. Eventually, he took the hint and moved on with his life. He probably came to realize, one day, that women aren't really attracted to guys who hold doors open; or make dinners just because; or buy you a Christmas gift that you mentioned, in passing, that you really wanted five months ago; or listen when you're upset; or hold you when you cry. He came to realize that, if he wanted a woman like you, he'd have to act more like the boyfriend that you had. He probably cleaned up his look, started making some money, and generally acted like more of an asshole than he ever wanted to be.
Fact is, now, he's probably getting laid, and in a way, your ultimate rejection of him is to thank for that. And I'm sorry that it took the complete absence of "nice guys" in your life for you to realize that you missed them and wanted them. Most women will only have a handful of nice guys stumble into their lives, if that.
So, if you're looking for a nice guy, here's what you do:
1.) Build a time machine.
2.) Go back a few years and pull your head out of your ass.
3.) Take a look at what's right in front of you and grab a hold of it.
I suppose the other possibility is that you STILL don't really want a nice guy, but you feel the social pressure to at least appear to have matured beyond your infantile taste in men. In which case, you might be in luck, because the nice guy you claim to want has, in reality, shed his nice guy mantle and is out there looking to unleash his cynicism and resentment onto someone just like you.
If you were five years younger.
So, please: either stop misrepresenting what you want, or own up to the fact that you've fucked yourself over. You're getting older, after all. It's time to excise the bullshit and deal with reality. You didn't want a nice guy then, and he certainly doesn't fucking want you, now.
Sincerely,
A Recovering Nice Guy
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The end of the article.
Friday, April 25, 2008
Done
It’s done.
No more daily goodnight messages.
No more daily e-mails.
No more daily calls.
I’ll just receive.
If there’s none, be it.
Hate walking in this one way street.
I clearly know what’s happening around for these period.
Feelings got numb dy.
I'm exhausted.
Be it what it should be.
Go on with the life that you wished to be.
I quit.
You need not hide anything anymore.
You are free.
It is me, who set u free.
Penguin love, it’s not easy.
It's about 2 person who loves only each other forever and ever.
You hope someone to love you forever, like a penguin.
But they most probably won’t.
Why?
Because when this thought appears in your mind,
it already happened that you love more than your partner does.
The person who loves more in a relationship,
is always the loser.
I don't see fairness in relationships.
There's no penguin love in this world.
Except for penguins.
No more daily goodnight messages.
No more daily e-mails.
No more daily calls.
I’ll just receive.
If there’s none, be it.
Hate walking in this one way street.
I clearly know what’s happening around for these period.
Feelings got numb dy.
I'm exhausted.
Be it what it should be.
Go on with the life that you wished to be.
I quit.
You need not hide anything anymore.
You are free.
It is me, who set u free.
Penguin love, it’s not easy.
It's about 2 person who loves only each other forever and ever.
You hope someone to love you forever, like a penguin.
But they most probably won’t.
Why?
Because when this thought appears in your mind,
it already happened that you love more than your partner does.
The person who loves more in a relationship,
is always the loser.
I don't see fairness in relationships.
There's no penguin love in this world.
Except for penguins.
Courage and Strength
It takes strength to be firm.
It takes courage to be gentle.
It takes strength to stand guard.
It takes courage to let down your guard.
It takes strength to conquer
It takes courage to surrender.
It takes strength to be certain.
It takes courage to have doubt.
It takes strength to fit in.
It takes courage to stand out.
It takes strength to feel somebody's pain.
It takes courage to feel your own pain.
It takes strength to hide feelings.
It takes courage to show them.
It takes strength to stand alone.
It takes courage to lean on another.
It takes strength to love.
It takes courage to be loved.
It takes strength to survive.
It takes courage to live.
It takes strength to hold on.
It takes courage to let go.
-Plagiarized-
It takes courage to be gentle.
It takes strength to stand guard.
It takes courage to let down your guard.
It takes strength to conquer
It takes courage to surrender.
It takes strength to be certain.
It takes courage to have doubt.
It takes strength to fit in.
It takes courage to stand out.
It takes strength to feel somebody's pain.
It takes courage to feel your own pain.
It takes strength to hide feelings.
It takes courage to show them.
It takes strength to stand alone.
It takes courage to lean on another.
It takes strength to love.
It takes courage to be loved.
It takes strength to survive.
It takes courage to live.
It takes strength to hold on.
It takes courage to let go.
-Plagiarized-
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Night talk
Watched back those photos that we took during our last year’s Singapore trip.
It was really soooo memorable!
Those are the happy moments where we have nothing to worry about (except for no enough time for us to play throughout the entire island).
Wow, standing in the current situation of mine, while looking back at those photos..
Really really can’t imagine that those happy moments do exist before.
Those days were really….enjoying + loving..!
Just the 2 of us went down to the island by coach, and of course with few hundred sing dollars and the most important thing on hand the island’s MRT route map.
Haha, with that map, we went throughout the entire island..
It’s just like a backpacking journey..tiring yet memorable.
Yeah, just the 2 of us.
With loads of photos taken of course..
After walking for the whole day, night time still wanna walk to the opposite street to buy loads of mangosteens + rambutans back into the hotel for fruit fest.
Lolx, wtf is happening to me.
Thinking of those happy memories in the middle of the night.
Well, those are memories.
It is better to look forward and create more memories.
Damn..it’s 4am dy..
Gotta sleep dy..
Tmr 9am class wtf!!!
Goodnight.
It was really soooo memorable!
Those are the happy moments where we have nothing to worry about (except for no enough time for us to play throughout the entire island).
Wow, standing in the current situation of mine, while looking back at those photos..
Really really can’t imagine that those happy moments do exist before.
Those days were really….enjoying + loving..!
Just the 2 of us went down to the island by coach, and of course with few hundred sing dollars and the most important thing on hand the island’s MRT route map.
Haha, with that map, we went throughout the entire island..
It’s just like a backpacking journey..tiring yet memorable.
Yeah, just the 2 of us.
With loads of photos taken of course..
After walking for the whole day, night time still wanna walk to the opposite street to buy loads of mangosteens + rambutans back into the hotel for fruit fest.
Lolx, wtf is happening to me.
Thinking of those happy memories in the middle of the night.
Well, those are memories.
It is better to look forward and create more memories.
Damn..it’s 4am dy..
Gotta sleep dy..
Tmr 9am class wtf!!!
Goodnight.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Doughnut
Can't stand dy..
I really have to post up the cute photos of little Doughnut!
He's so damn cute and adorable..
Although he's not mine, he belongs to her..
But then, i'm so damn in love with cute Doughnut..
Here's the pics of him..
See, he is posing for the cam..
Innocent look is his best weapon..
Hahaha, cute little Doughnut with his teddy bear's fur
I really have to post up the cute photos of little Doughnut!
He's so damn cute and adorable..
Although he's not mine, he belongs to her..
But then, i'm so damn in love with cute Doughnut..
Here's the pics of him..
See, he is posing for the cam..
Innocent look is his best weapon..
Hahaha, cute little Doughnut with his teddy bear's fur
A normal post
Finally, a post about my daily life..
Not about love that sucks..
Alright, here it goes.
Wtf..
Life has been so damn busy for me.
After the thesis thingy, I’ve been busy hanging out almost everyday.
Not only that, I’ve became a hardcore drinker some more!
3 midnight drinking sessions in 8 days..
7 bottles in 3 sessions..
It’s all about whisky, whisky and vsop…
Lolx..
My liver…
But then, life like this is damn enjoying..
Shit things will temporarily disappear from my mind.
Poor mom, my house is like a hotel to me.
Back home sleep, wake up leave, back home sleep again.
(note: back home is dawn)
Haihx, gotta stop this living style dy..
I’m gonna die..
Wallet’s shrinking..i overspent!!!
I’m spending my next month’s expenses!
Shit shit shit…
Well, really hafta stop hanging out always.
Gotta pay attention in my studies.
Finals coming..
1 more month left..
Well, hope everything’s fine in these few months
Not about love that sucks..
Alright, here it goes.
Wtf..
Life has been so damn busy for me.
After the thesis thingy, I’ve been busy hanging out almost everyday.
Not only that, I’ve became a hardcore drinker some more!
3 midnight drinking sessions in 8 days..
7 bottles in 3 sessions..
It’s all about whisky, whisky and vsop…
Lolx..
My liver…
But then, life like this is damn enjoying..
Shit things will temporarily disappear from my mind.
Poor mom, my house is like a hotel to me.
Back home sleep, wake up leave, back home sleep again.
(note: back home is dawn)
Haihx, gotta stop this living style dy..
I’m gonna die..
Wallet’s shrinking..i overspent!!!
I’m spending my next month’s expenses!
Shit shit shit…
Well, really hafta stop hanging out always.
Gotta pay attention in my studies.
Finals coming..
1 more month left..
Well, hope everything’s fine in these few months
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Couple
What’s the definition of a couple?
A pair of lovers?
It should be.
Then, what makes a couple?
A pair of people who loves each other?
A pair of people who relies on each other?
Or 2 people who needs each other.
Or it is just 2 people who are just purely getting together for nothing.
For fun? For materials? For just don’t wanna be lonely?
For responsibility?
Sympathy? Needs?
Or I need you as a spare?
Or purely lust?
So, what does couple do?
It’s not just about sex. Some couples don’t even have sex before.
Well, they care for each other?
Misses each other every moment?
Loves each other very much?
Share every happiness, sadness?
Wanna spend most of their time with their partner?
Hope to see their partner every time every moment?
Wish that their partner will just love him/her for the rest of their lives?
Wish that their partner will be loyal to them?
Well that’s just a wish, it would never really be.
It’s nearly impossible for a person to love just one people in his/her lifetime.
If there’s really such a person, the opposite partner definitely won’t be.
Why?
Because human won’t appreciate the best things in their lives.
The stupid mistake that human always repeat is taking for granted.
They won’t appreciate what they have.
But instead, they are desperate for what they do not have.
Once the best left, they regret.
Pathetically,
There are much more sadness than happiness in love life.
A person who loves with all their heart often gets their heart break.
While a person who does not really love often breaks people’s heart.
Who says life would be perfect with love?
I say everyone would be happy if there’s no love in this world.
Hearts wouldn’t break, tears wouldn’t roll.
Lies wouldn’t be created and sorrows wouldn’t grow.
Lastly, fuck those people who are selfish in relationships.
Selfishness tears down the confidence of human in love.
If it doesn’t, sorry.
It tears down mine.
A pair of lovers?
It should be.
Then, what makes a couple?
A pair of people who loves each other?
A pair of people who relies on each other?
Or 2 people who needs each other.
Or it is just 2 people who are just purely getting together for nothing.
For fun? For materials? For just don’t wanna be lonely?
For responsibility?
Sympathy? Needs?
Or I need you as a spare?
Or purely lust?
So, what does couple do?
It’s not just about sex. Some couples don’t even have sex before.
Well, they care for each other?
Misses each other every moment?
Loves each other very much?
Share every happiness, sadness?
Wanna spend most of their time with their partner?
Hope to see their partner every time every moment?
Wish that their partner will just love him/her for the rest of their lives?
Wish that their partner will be loyal to them?
Well that’s just a wish, it would never really be.
It’s nearly impossible for a person to love just one people in his/her lifetime.
If there’s really such a person, the opposite partner definitely won’t be.
Why?
Because human won’t appreciate the best things in their lives.
The stupid mistake that human always repeat is taking for granted.
They won’t appreciate what they have.
But instead, they are desperate for what they do not have.
Once the best left, they regret.
Pathetically,
There are much more sadness than happiness in love life.
A person who loves with all their heart often gets their heart break.
While a person who does not really love often breaks people’s heart.
Who says life would be perfect with love?
I say everyone would be happy if there’s no love in this world.
Hearts wouldn’t break, tears wouldn’t roll.
Lies wouldn’t be created and sorrows wouldn’t grow.
Lastly, fuck those people who are selfish in relationships.
Selfishness tears down the confidence of human in love.
If it doesn’t, sorry.
It tears down mine.
Monday, April 14, 2008
心
总是以为,雨过就会天晴,太阳下山了,总会有日出的时候。
挨了五个月。这五个月之中，真是度日如年。
你害怕过夜晚吗？当天色变黑，世界开始宁静下来，自己一个人在房里，除了自己，就是回忆，思念。
想入睡？当你睡不着时，思念加倍。
睡着了，想起身？
不想，因为现是真的太残酷了，不想面对。
吃饭？虽然俄，但是没胃口。
出去玩吧，勉强让自己忘了不开心，但回家后，更加感觉到孤独。
这种生活，实在是太烂了。
怎么办？
让时间慢慢冲淡一切把，但是，冲来冲去总是冲不淡。
那么，去找另一个吧。
试了，就是不喜欢，没感觉。反而，越来越想念她。
这样，那就做她背后的守护使吧。
傻，还是伟大？
这都不重要，自己开心就好了。
那就，每天期待因她而响起的电话吧。
所以，电话是最重要的。
每天都要满电。
以防她有要事需要你帮忙。
这些日子，苦中偶尔带来些甜。
甜是因为偶尔电话真的还会因她而响起。
她还会想起我啊？
每一天的生活，就是期待电话的响起。
直到有一天，
很奇怪的，意想不到，她，突然牵了我的手就走。
从前不以为意的小动作，竟然成为现在最大的惊讶，开心，，感动。
手掌毫无力气的由她握住，然后再紧紧地握回她，细细的品尝手握手的感觉。
这么一牵，两人就仿佛再度复合。
很开心，以为终于雨过天晴。
长久的盼望和等待，终于让我等到了这一天。
心想，从此，要好好地珍惜她。
刚开始，不敢有所表达，不敢触碰敏感的话题。
因为知道，她，还忘不了。
不敢触碰她的痛处，想尽办法让她忘了，然后开开心心的生活。
但是，每当想尽办法想让她开心，都会因为她的电话响，讯息响，不同的搭讪，不同的追求而破坏了自己的心情。
想问，在这种心情之下，能够开怀，开心的的相处吗？
已经尽量压抑了，已经尽量假装不知道了，已经尽量不介意了。
反而非常尊重的，不去问，不去看。
好了，现在，感觉真的很不对劲了。
不必多说。
就顺其自然吧。
我，还能怎样？
我，还能做什么？
真的体会到了，原来，非常地爱一个人，她不一定会像你那样爱回你。
原来付出，是未必会得到回报的。
原来真爱，是会消失的。
原来爱，是不由得我们控制的。
我的要求很简单。只要爱我，就行了。
我只是想，被自己很爱的人，爱自己。就行了。
我只是想你，永远坐在我身边，牵着我，只看我，听我的。
我很想，回到以前那样。
那非常爱我的你，仍然在我的脑海中滚动。
那常贴着我的你，仍在我回忆里徘徊。
你的“老天的眷顾”，让我感动不已。
挨了五个月。这五个月之中，真是度日如年。
你害怕过夜晚吗？当天色变黑，世界开始宁静下来，自己一个人在房里，除了自己，就是回忆，思念。
想入睡？当你睡不着时，思念加倍。
睡着了，想起身？
不想，因为现是真的太残酷了，不想面对。
吃饭？虽然俄，但是没胃口。
出去玩吧，勉强让自己忘了不开心，但回家后，更加感觉到孤独。
这种生活，实在是太烂了。
怎么办？
让时间慢慢冲淡一切把，但是，冲来冲去总是冲不淡。
那么，去找另一个吧。
试了，就是不喜欢，没感觉。反而，越来越想念她。
这样，那就做她背后的守护使吧。
傻，还是伟大？
这都不重要，自己开心就好了。
那就，每天期待因她而响起的电话吧。
所以，电话是最重要的。
每天都要满电。
以防她有要事需要你帮忙。
这些日子，苦中偶尔带来些甜。
甜是因为偶尔电话真的还会因她而响起。
她还会想起我啊？
每一天的生活，就是期待电话的响起。
直到有一天，
很奇怪的，意想不到，她，突然牵了我的手就走。
从前不以为意的小动作，竟然成为现在最大的惊讶，开心，，感动。
手掌毫无力气的由她握住，然后再紧紧地握回她，细细的品尝手握手的感觉。
这么一牵，两人就仿佛再度复合。
很开心，以为终于雨过天晴。
长久的盼望和等待，终于让我等到了这一天。
心想，从此，要好好地珍惜她。
刚开始，不敢有所表达，不敢触碰敏感的话题。
因为知道，她，还忘不了。
不敢触碰她的痛处，想尽办法让她忘了，然后开开心心的生活。
但是，每当想尽办法想让她开心，都会因为她的电话响，讯息响，不同的搭讪，不同的追求而破坏了自己的心情。
想问，在这种心情之下，能够开怀，开心的的相处吗？
已经尽量压抑了，已经尽量假装不知道了，已经尽量不介意了。
反而非常尊重的，不去问，不去看。
好了，现在，感觉真的很不对劲了。
不必多说。
就顺其自然吧。
我，还能怎样？
我，还能做什么？
真的体会到了，原来，非常地爱一个人，她不一定会像你那样爱回你。
原来付出，是未必会得到回报的。
原来真爱，是会消失的。
原来爱，是不由得我们控制的。
我的要求很简单。只要爱我，就行了。
我只是想，被自己很爱的人，爱自己。就行了。
我只是想你，永远坐在我身边，牵着我，只看我，听我的。
我很想，回到以前那样。
那非常爱我的你，仍然在我的脑海中滚动。
那常贴着我的你，仍在我回忆里徘徊。
你的“老天的眷顾”，让我感动不已。
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