Sunday, May 18, 2008
Abnormal
Damn it, my life style has gone upside down. I went to bed when the sun is going to rise, and wake up when the sun is going to set. This abnormal lifestyle needs to stop dy. I’m more likely a Dracula now. Some more there are too many alcohols in my body. Were having alcohols few times in a week and this has been continuous for months. Holy shit. I just came back from friend’s house, with a full stomach of beers (damn long time din drink beers, most of the time are whisky and brandy). Now I’m so awake, can’t fall asleep. The most abnormal thing is, I have the passion to study! Right now! Weirdo. But I know I gotta sleep. Have to adjust my sleeping time back to normal. Exams are very very near dy, I’ll die if I continue like this. God bless.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
感触
突然间，很有感触。突然觉得你，没有一个知心朋友。围绕在你周围的，都是因为要追求你，而对你好。所以我觉得，也知道，就只有爱情才能填满你的空间。你，离乡背井一个人在生活。我知道，你是非常需要一个可靠的人来照顾你，听你倾诉，疼你。所以以前的我曾经告诉自己，要给你最好的，你所没有的，来填补你。要让你觉得，你是最幸福的。所以我很照顾你，很关心你。我知道你本性很好，很天真。对别人太好。容易让人误会，也经常让人占便宜。不知为何，隔了这么久，我还是那么地想关心你，要疼你。说真的，我已渐渐的看开了，放开了。我现在，可有可无。所以你也是，少少的不如意，就不要放在心上。不要那么容易对生活灰心。你所做的一切，不就是为了要过自己想要的生活，做自己喜欢的事。真的，希望你开心。真的，要幸福。真的，还有我。就算是朋友也一样。
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Bastard
There is this bastard who pissed me off.
My hatred for this fella accumulated from time to time, throughout the years.
Well, the latest incident that this fella pissed me off happened few days ago.
I was to forget about it but damn, when I look at my car n talked about it to my frens just now, the anger arise again n I decided to fuck him here.
Well, few days ago we were going for football in our college.
When I was about to park my car into a parking bay, this fella suddenly stand in the middle of the bay and tend to play with me, he kicked my car front bumper!
Well, so childish. He thought it is funny.
Then I ram my car engine sound loud to him.
Then he though I was playing with him, he wave his both hands, showing me the hand sign "come, come" and he yelled to me: “come, come and bang me!”
Alright then, so I ram my car engine sound again, this time I release some clutch, the car move forward a bit to him.
Then this mother fucker bastard JUMP UP TOWARDS AND STAND on my car bonnet!!!
Read carefully!
Is JUMP UP TOWARDS AND STAND on my car bonnet!
WTF!!!
He is at least 70+ kg!!!
I heard a loud "THUD!" landing sound.
Shit.
I get pissed off straight away.
I opened the door scolded him for doing this stupid thing to my car.
After that I forgot the whole incident.
I drove back to my house, then suddenly I suspected some weird sound coming from my car bonnet.
When I checked on it, I saw that my bonnet which that sohai jumped on “kempit” already!
Fuck.
I was so angry.
I called him straight away.
Our conversation is as below:
Me: “Hey, just now you jumped on my bonnet and now it kempit dy.”
Him: “Huh, none of my business. You wanna hit me with your car first.”
Me: “WTF? You blocked me parking and play a fucking game with me, now you say you have nothing to do with it?”
Him: “Tiu, you wanna ram on me sure I wanna avoid la, so I jumped on your car bonnet.”
Me: “WTF, my car just slightly moved forward abit. Somemore if you really wanna avoid wouldn’t you just JUMP ASIDE instead of JUMPING ON my car???”
Him: “That time too sudden, I just know jump on your car.”
Me: “Alright then, I have nothing to talk to you dy.”
Conversation end.
You ass hole.
First of all you are the one who wanna play this childish thing.
Now you wrecked people’s thing then you throw away all the responsibility?
Second, even IF you are right, would you APOLOGIZE for causing the damage?
The most DULAN thing is.
The next day, that fucker acted nothing happened while I don’t even wanna talk to him the whole day.
Instead, he still has the thick face to sit on my car for lunch!
Applause to you.
You have the thickest face on earth.
This is just one of the hundreds incidents that you pissed me off.
Beware when I lose my patience on you.
My hatred for this fella accumulated from time to time, throughout the years.
Well, the latest incident that this fella pissed me off happened few days ago.
I was to forget about it but damn, when I look at my car n talked about it to my frens just now, the anger arise again n I decided to fuck him here.
Well, few days ago we were going for football in our college.
When I was about to park my car into a parking bay, this fella suddenly stand in the middle of the bay and tend to play with me, he kicked my car front bumper!
Well, so childish. He thought it is funny.
Then I ram my car engine sound loud to him.
Then he though I was playing with him, he wave his both hands, showing me the hand sign "come, come" and he yelled to me: “come, come and bang me!”
Alright then, so I ram my car engine sound again, this time I release some clutch, the car move forward a bit to him.
Then this mother fucker bastard JUMP UP TOWARDS AND STAND on my car bonnet!!!
Read carefully!
Is JUMP UP TOWARDS AND STAND on my car bonnet!
WTF!!!
He is at least 70+ kg!!!
I heard a loud "THUD!" landing sound.
Shit.
I get pissed off straight away.
I opened the door scolded him for doing this stupid thing to my car.
After that I forgot the whole incident.
I drove back to my house, then suddenly I suspected some weird sound coming from my car bonnet.
When I checked on it, I saw that my bonnet which that sohai jumped on “kempit” already!
Fuck.
I was so angry.
I called him straight away.
Our conversation is as below:
Me: “Hey, just now you jumped on my bonnet and now it kempit dy.”
Him: “Huh, none of my business. You wanna hit me with your car first.”
Me: “WTF? You blocked me parking and play a fucking game with me, now you say you have nothing to do with it?”
Him: “Tiu, you wanna ram on me sure I wanna avoid la, so I jumped on your car bonnet.”
Me: “WTF, my car just slightly moved forward abit. Somemore if you really wanna avoid wouldn’t you just JUMP ASIDE instead of JUMPING ON my car???”
Him: “That time too sudden, I just know jump on your car.”
Me: “Alright then, I have nothing to talk to you dy.”
Conversation end.
You ass hole.
First of all you are the one who wanna play this childish thing.
Now you wrecked people’s thing then you throw away all the responsibility?
Second, even IF you are right, would you APOLOGIZE for causing the damage?
The most DULAN thing is.
The next day, that fucker acted nothing happened while I don’t even wanna talk to him the whole day.
Instead, he still has the thick face to sit on my car for lunch!
Applause to you.
You have the thickest face on earth.
This is just one of the hundreds incidents that you pissed me off.
Beware when I lose my patience on you.
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Left Out
Hey, what’s happening???
I got two bros include me three person in my buddies gang who are single while others are not.
But God Damn It suddenly two of you get laid at the same time!!!
WTF WTF WTF!!!
So now left me alone la…
Next time all you guys go out in couple I think I no need join lo...
I stay at home lo…
Haih…
Don’t tell me “Since all of us have gfs, u should get 1 too to match the group.”!!!
I’m so not into it now.
I got two bros include me three person in my buddies gang who are single while others are not.
But God Damn It suddenly two of you get laid at the same time!!!
WTF WTF WTF!!!
So now left me alone la…
Next time all you guys go out in couple I think I no need join lo...
I stay at home lo…
Haih…
Don’t tell me “Since all of us have gfs, u should get 1 too to match the group.”!!!
I’m so not into it now.
Monday, May 5, 2008
Categorize
Some people often categorize themselves to a particular area which they initially don’t belong to.
This started when they are curious or interested in something they are new to.
Why do I say like this?
Simple.
When one is interested or curious about something, they will normally read, watch about it, or mix with people who are in that category.
Well, this stupid action usually misleads them by influencing their heart and mind by focusing all their attention in that particular area.
And thus, they unconsciously created a role for themselves in that particular category.
From that moment onwards, they are mind trapped.
They felt that they belong to this particular category while actually not, this is the result of the influence.
Well, this is based on no facts.
It is just purely my thoughts.
This started when they are curious or interested in something they are new to.
Why do I say like this?
Simple.
When one is interested or curious about something, they will normally read, watch about it, or mix with people who are in that category.
Well, this stupid action usually misleads them by influencing their heart and mind by focusing all their attention in that particular area.
And thus, they unconsciously created a role for themselves in that particular category.
From that moment onwards, they are mind trapped.
They felt that they belong to this particular category while actually not, this is the result of the influence.
Well, this is based on no facts.
It is just purely my thoughts.
Sunday, May 4, 2008
Whiners
Some people always whine.
Whine non-stop.
Whining about the inequality treatment in their relationship, or the unfairness which caused the failure of their past relationship.
But, did you do the same thing to someone before?
Some people say, I am looking for the best person who cares and love me a lot.
Yea, the person do exists.
But he/she is not your cup of tea.
So, sorry.
Lolx, if then, why bother to look for the best person who cares and loves you a lot since you are so choosy.
Go get a person whom can sweet talk you, or shower you with gifts, or takes you to whatever places you like/never been to, or whatever that is done purposely and then go get a good fall of it in the near future and seek another one again and repeat the God damn cycle again and again.
People who are good at making you happy doesn’t mean that they really suit you.
It probably just proves that they are good players.
Did you ever tried looking at yourself in front of a mirror and see yourself from an outsider’s angle?
Who do you saw?
The perfect you in your mind?
Or the jerks/bitches that you hate?
Btw, this post does not refer to any specific person.
I just write as these thoughts appear in my mind suddenly.
And yea, this post is so biased.
Whine non-stop.
Whining about the inequality treatment in their relationship, or the unfairness which caused the failure of their past relationship.
But, did you do the same thing to someone before?
Some people say, I am looking for the best person who cares and love me a lot.
Yea, the person do exists.
But he/she is not your cup of tea.
So, sorry.
Lolx, if then, why bother to look for the best person who cares and loves you a lot since you are so choosy.
Go get a person whom can sweet talk you, or shower you with gifts, or takes you to whatever places you like/never been to, or whatever that is done purposely and then go get a good fall of it in the near future and seek another one again and repeat the God damn cycle again and again.
People who are good at making you happy doesn’t mean that they really suit you.
It probably just proves that they are good players.
Did you ever tried looking at yourself in front of a mirror and see yourself from an outsider’s angle?
Who do you saw?
The perfect you in your mind?
Or the jerks/bitches that you hate?
Btw, this post does not refer to any specific person.
I just write as these thoughts appear in my mind suddenly.
And yea, this post is so biased.
Friday, May 2, 2008
Better In Time
This is the song which I’m damn in love with recently.
It takes over the place of “Bleeding Love” which I liked very much previously.
Maybe it’s the situation that makes me change my preference.
It’s the lyrics maybe…
Previously it’s “Bleeding Love”, now it’s “Better In Time”.
Lol, which means that after you had finished bleeding your love, you will have to get better in time.
Hopefully it won't be "Bitter In Time".
Hahaha, fuck love life.
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Actually I wanna upload the song together in this post but I don’t know the way to.
Lol, still a noob ass in blogging.
It takes over the place of “Bleeding Love” which I liked very much previously.
Maybe it’s the situation that makes me change my preference.
It’s the lyrics maybe…
Previously it’s “Bleeding Love”, now it’s “Better In Time”.
Lol, which means that after you had finished bleeding your love, you will have to get better in time.
Hopefully it won't be "Bitter In Time".
Hahaha, fuck love life.
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Leona Lewis
Better In Time
It’s been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow I can’t forget you
After all that we've been through
Go in, come in
Thought I heard a knock
Who’s there? No one
Thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn’t know
You didn’t notice, you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning, to love again
All I know is, Imma be ok
Thought I couldn’t live without you
Its gonna hurt when it heals to
It’ll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time
How could I turn on the tv
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I’m dreaming
Don’t wanna let, hurt my feelings
But that’s the path, I believe in
And I know that, time will heal it
You didn’t notice, you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning, to love again
All I know is, Imma be ok
Thought I couldn’t live without you
Its gonna hurt when it heals to
It’ll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause Ideserve to
It’ll all get better in time
Since there’s no more you and me
Its time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
Thought I couldn’t live without you
Its gonna hurt when it heals to
It’ll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time
(chorus till fade)
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow I can’t forget you
After all that we've been through
Go in, come in
Thought I heard a knock
Who’s there? No one
Thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn’t know
You didn’t notice, you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning, to love again
All I know is, Imma be ok
Thought I couldn’t live without you
Its gonna hurt when it heals to
It’ll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time
How could I turn on the tv
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I’m dreaming
Don’t wanna let, hurt my feelings
But that’s the path, I believe in
And I know that, time will heal it
You didn’t notice, you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning, to love again
All I know is, Imma be ok
Thought I couldn’t live without you
Its gonna hurt when it heals to
It’ll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause Ideserve to
It’ll all get better in time
Since there’s no more you and me
Its time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
Thought I couldn’t live without you
Its gonna hurt when it heals to
It’ll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time
(chorus till fade)
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Actually I wanna upload the song together in this post but I don’t know the way to.
Lol, still a noob ass in blogging.
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